~0butterfly0~

sorry for the lack of post.

i have been super lazy to blog lately.

shall start from december:
had my nose operated and aligned the surgery is called rhinoseptoplasty. for me the side effect is swollen face and nose block. due to the anesthetic i also got sore throat and cough. but throughout the surgery i got my dear beside me all the while i was really touch and thankful to him.
thanks to my mum and dad that was there for me too..

my lovely friends that came to visit me..
lucky that dear lend me his laptop for me to watch my series. and thanks to hui yee that gave me a lot of series to watch. my 4 days 3 night at the hospital is okay. first night dear accompany me till half way, second night after the surgery dear accompany me till dawn, third night he went home coz my condition is stable already.. boo..

january:
cindy come back from Melbourne. got me lotsa stuff. gave me her guess bag. enjoy my entire 3 weeks with her.


our afternoon tea

we singing WHERE IS THE LOVE....


karaoke session




february:


done my nails by my self.. inspired by shirley's nails

this year cny is boring esp the first few day. damn quiet i was busy watching series and slack at home.


but i went for a swim after a few day of makan.


valentine is awesome romantic setting and enjoyed my night throughout.




my free rose!!



i got a Polaroid camera from dear~

however this year is basically a great start for me.. cheers

yes i am alone at home... no one at home but me again.. woo hooo... music on full blast.. not gonna care wat happen outside my room.
when it comes to filling in the title of my blog post it seems so hard to think of one ler.. but anyway i just wanna post something before i kick start my accounting revision.
i realise i have done super duper many mistake throughout my life which i cant even count it lor. however God blessing have been showering in my life ever since i was born. the things that happen to my life lately really brings me closer to him.



Occasion 1: (2-3 weeks ago)

 i have a bible class on a friday together with ruby. a day before friday my lecturer set a several field trip time slot for us too choose a few of my close friends choose to go on a friday. since i have promised tiew lee earlier on and is only going to be only me and ruby so is very inappropriate for me to cancel the class, so i decided to choose to go on monday slot.
but i keep on telling God.. how ah i want to go with my friend to the field trip too. but i have promise tiew lee a week ago..
Lord and behold i attended the foundation class instead of the field trip.
so after the class i called up my friend and ask them how is the trip. with frustration my friend tell me that they have waited for the lecturer to come for about 45minutes and the company that we are assign to go is not open.

so in my mind i was thinking OH GREAT i can go with my friend on monday then..

few days later the lecturer email us that the trip is canceled and also stating that the company that we are assign to go have rejected our request by saying that they are busy with their new project.

indeed if i choose to go to the field trip instead of the foundation class i will definitely miss the teaching and my afternoon gonna be filled with frustration instead of knowledge.

with this i learn to put God first in everything that i do and believe in God will arrange things for me on whatever that i have missed.

Occasion 2:

during my mid semester test on accounting. a day before the test i have been busy practicing and reading the notes and textbook.
when i am done i pray to God i tell him that " Lord i am not good in accounting and i have never taken accounting in my academic life, i hope that whatever i learn today and practice today come out in the test. hope that i remember what i have learn today as well" amen

all of the sudden a thought came in to my mind saying "this lecturer seems lazy to me i think she will set the question from the textbook especially the mcq qestion i think i should go through the mcq question in the textbook since got answer in the textbook"

so i did 2hrs before 12am i was doing the mcq question..

Lord and behold the mcq questions in the test 80% are from the textbook. and i score 18/20 for my test.

i am really happy that God is hearing my prayer.

i must admit that during several occasion during exams regardless of what exam big or small, i dont think is my luck that the topic or question that i have studied come out in the exam. i think God is an awesome God that answers my prayer.

occasion 3: yesterday
i feel so heavy hearted yesterday due to some reason and incident happen to me yesterday. and i pray and ask God for forgiveness. after i say amen my heart do not feel that heavy anymore. my mind and my heart cools down. is like from 100 degrees to my normal body temperature.

with this i have to say that God is the only person that i can talk to anytime when i feel uncomfortable and when it is not appropriate to tell anyone when it is too personal.

occasion 4: today

in church today we were ask to pray for one another. so i start praying for my parents, my siblings, my boyfriend, friends and  lastly my self.
today my boyfriend and his friends are going to have their diving lesson at the sea in the morning. it is their second open water lesson. i pray for God protection shower upon the instructor, my boyfriend and his friends so that nothing bad will happen and pray that they will come back safely.

after the service i receive a text message from my boyfriend that their boat sank. but luckily the place where the boat sank the water level was only knee length. so they are able to salvage their gear and push back the boat back to the dock.

with this i really thank God for protecting them as their boat did not sank in the middle of the sea and all of them on the boat are safe. 

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this are the several occasion that i have experience God's awesomeness and blessing that the continues to shower upon my life. there is no way that i could repay all his blessing but to love him more and more each day...

why i say life is a learning process because i been through tough time this week in terms of assignment and friendship. but anyway by God grace and blessing i am i am adapting well to all these shit.. thou is a painful moment of my life but i consider it as a learning process.. friendship can be broken but memories remains forever. thou my week din begin well but atleast i manage to end it with several assignment done.

a blog post which came to my attention is companion vs friendship that i read from angie blog post
which is more important? infact is a super hard decision which i will never forgo anyone of them. but if i have no choice i think i will choose friendship over companion. coz i think if my companion aka my boyfriend wants me to forgo any friend in order to make him feels better or some other super natural reason i think is simply a bullshit. where me and my "going to lose friend" is going to feel bad for the rest of my life whereas only my boy will be happy about it. the ratio is like 2:1 which i find it unfair and is jus a plain bullshit. i dont want a shitty social life just to be with my boy.. friend is always my pillar of strength when i am really down.. eh this is jus example only ah.. me and my boy is fine.. we are all good..




anyway
i can say i am left with 3 assignment such as law case analysis, management video presentation and comm skill presentation.. before my exam starts in 3 weeks time.. hehehe.. totally not ready for my exam. this time round i need to study extreme hard especially my accounting and my business law.. shitty law lecturer..

last saturday i had CPR practical test..
super scary.. not even confident at all.. i kinda forget a step but in the end i remember and now i am PRO in CPR i tell u.. hahaha..


this picture is not me la confirm.. coz i dun have brown hair..

taken new photo of my self when my bro is driving me to pick up my another bro from work.. i just cannot stop snapping coz the weather is good and is a good hair day for me after using conditioner and applying hardcore hair serum the night before.. heheheh..


new photo.. more to come..




GOOD HAIR DAY!!!
my bro say "can u stop taking photo? other people from the other car is looking at u like some crazy woman that cannot stop taking photo"
i replied: "is my freaking good hair day i dont care wat ppl say" hahahah


one sunday after sunday school.. bring my niece go shopping.. super excited look.. hahaha..


my love.. wen wen..


my aunt bought her this hairband with curly hair.. she look super cute with it..


miss wen wen.. love her



one of the lim teh session at deroyale..


me and min


thou cannot see min here but i wanna post this photo coz i look nicer here.. hahaha..

ok going to bed now.. good night..

i dont know where to start le.. coz it has been ages i din blog. since now dear is asleep and i basically dont feel like doing my assignment at the moment i think i shall blog about something to revive this dead blog. hehe..

this picture was taken at the airport while sending sabby and wendy off to uk last 2 week.. due to its coolness and the quality of the picture i decided to ask my dear to get me one polaroid camera too.. i hope i get it in one of the occasion pls pls pls.. anniversary? monthsary? christmas? new year? chinese new year? my birthday? or tomorrow? i can come up with all kinds of occasion jus for dear to get me a gift lo.. my tactics.. booo..

i deliberately change my wallet photo from

this to the one above.. my dear is so frustrated and sad about it.. but i am sure he has already get over it la.. coz i wan a nice and new picture of me in my wallet la.. this one with dear is like 6years back lor.. hehehe

 

the other day i was craving for some home made sushi.. so i decided to make coz i got lotsa left over of nori in my fridge... hehe


me, lilian and chang min have been dating and hanging out together almost every week lar jus to lim teh and do some catch up.. heheh.. we always ran out of place to lim teh and we always go back to the same place to lim teh.. due to my boredzmmmness i always ask them out for tea like last minute... my spontaneous partner cannot get it anywhere in the world lor.. hahaha.. wo like...


one of the lim teh session we ordered garlic bread nabeh the bread was super thin and not even close to the word tasty.. so not satisfied so i went home with the beh song kinda feel and the very next day i buy french bread and decided to make home made garlic bread.. and it taste much better than the one i have last night.. the photo above is the garlic bread that i made at home.. hehehe..


this is one of the lim teh session recently i think is 2 days ago la was playing jenga with long long, lilian and chang min.. and lilian was being so soi that she lost 2 round  and didnt wanna play anymore so we ended up sit in until the rain stops..


lilian in action.. i didnt manage to take min coz it topple before i can take her picture in action.. wahahaha

and for today i had breakfast with dear at countrypatch and he was late again... coz his phone is freaking 15min slow.. after that i had uni till 4pm headed and stuck in the traffic for freaking one hour.. reach home shower then sleep awhile coz i was really tired..

ok  i think thats about it.. will blog again soon..

celebrated my 7th year anniversary on 080910.. 
every year is a super special year lar.. last year we celebrated our anniversary at Senja Lounge.. this year we celebrate at this country restaurant called ye oldie cafe.. i guess i cant remember the name..the price of the bill is super reasonable..

as usual 12 mid night dear will call me up.. and we greet each other at the same time he post something on my facebook.. super touch message



and i only reply this to him..



hahaha.. i feel so guilty about it.. but my dear is alright lar.. thou my reply is not 12mid-night sharp.. but i still greet in on the phone.. being less sweet this year..

we are suppose to watch comedy after our dinner but due to time constrain and also i got presentation the next day so we postpone it to sunday.. hehe..

before dinner my dear come pick me up..


this is wat he wear.. a t-shirt and shorts for our anniversary dinner.. and my outfit dun match his lor.. coz he tot we are going to have kueh tiaw only at those cheap cheap restaurant.. so he went back and change to something nice that can match my outfit

here are some of our dinner photo..


me


happy boy..


my gift...



my appetizer.. cream of mushroom soup


the super nice sambal kueh tiaw we shared.. not recommend when it is cold.


his beef


my lamb..

after dinner i went home straight.. coz i got my presentation the next day.. so i need to prepare for it.. and ya.. i am happy that we celebrated our 7th year anniversary and is still counting.. i am really looking forward to next year..

oh btw.. incase u were wondering why i dont show off my gift.. wait la.. sunday will be my shopping day.. as promise by my dear he will bring me shopping..

i have been attending the teaching of "40 days of Love" featuring pastor Rick Warren.. one of the topic that bring me to attention is forgiveness. i really felt like i really need to blog about it who knows someone out there reads it and also have an impact to their life too..

i did a quiz called the "Test Of Love" to test how u respond when someone hurts u..

True Or False : A person should not be forgiven until they ask for it.
True Or False: Forgiveness includes minimizing the offense and the pain that was caused.
True Or False: Forgiveness includes restoring trust and reuniting a relationship.
True Or False: You haven't really forgiven other until u have forgotten the offense.

to my surprise i only got one ans correct..

forgiving one person that have hurt you deeply or not that deep is really hard super duper hard. from what i know all these while is that if u need to forgive one person u have to forget what they have done to u.. but i was wrong all these while.. boo me..
from what i learn in this chapter "love is forgiving" i came to know this phrase
"U can forgive BUT u cannot Forget"
it means that u can forgive the person, but is not wrong not to forget what the person ever done to you.

one of the new things that i have learn is that being wounder and being wrong are two different things ler.. being wounded is accidental and being wronged is intentional. i always tot is the same too..

Forgiveness is not minimizing the seriousness of the offense. like haiya.. he jus simply say say only mayb he dont meant it.



i always thought that u have to show ur kindness to the offender as a sign that u have forgiven them but is not the case lor.. u can forgive the person but in order to gain back the relationship or trust the offender not u..must do something like genuine repentance, make restitution and also prove that they have really change to gain back all these as it will take a really really long period of time to do this.

ways to forgive a person..
1. relinquish ur right to get even
do not hurt other with ur resentment u are only hurting ur self..
(never avenge yourselves, leave that to God, for he has said that he will repay those who deserve it. Romans 12:19)

2. respond to evil with good
(do not overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good. (Romans 12:21)

3. pray to God every day and ask God to bless the offender in many other way, seek God help for his strength and power to get u through the struggle . until the anger in u will fade away as time goes by.
"Do good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you, pray for those who mistreat you." Luke 6:27-28

in respond to ur answer above the quiz is that all answer are all FALSE. reason are all mention above la.. read again if u dun understand.

"Forgiveness takes care of the damage done by "letting the person off the hook," but does not guarantee the relationship will be restored.

Lord how often do we need to forgive someone who sins against u? Lord Replied seventy time seven.. (Matthew 18-22)

*Remember the Lord forgave u, so u must forgive others. (Colossians 3:13)

reference: 40 days of Love, Rick Warren 2009

is fasting month for the Muslim now. there is like so many restaurant having buffet promotion it everywhere around Brunei and is really hard to choose. last night i went to nice delight at tutong.. the verdict is that the food is jus so so only. i still prefer TT blue.
i am waiting my friend to be back to have sungkai buffet at kitaro and kimchi... cant wait..

was with my dear yesterday afternoon before i went of to nice delight to meet up with shirley. i made wantan for my dear. i tasted it and is quite nice. but i think when my dear cook for him self there is some technical error that make him feels giddy after eating it. i shall not expose what mistake he make. coz i cant stop laughing when i knew about. HEHEHE!!!

assignment after assignment i am really sick and tired of it already and is only freakind 3rd week of uni ler. like this already beh tahan.

2 night ago i was chatting to shukri over facebook chat. chatting to him really bring back memory when we both are still working in baiduri. all those gossip we made and things we do in that particular small room at WU. well according to bella now WU is damn quiet. i really miss working there but i do not miss the superior there.

today!!
wake up damn early drop my bro to school and work went to pump car fuel.. pick up dear.. made breakfast for him.. headed to the hospital for my appointment. after hospital went to have breakfast at Red Leaf.. i like their dim sum.. stay with dear until 12.30 to pick up my bro.. came back.. took a super refreshing shower and lunch with my mum. after lunch watch tv for 2hour then went into my room and sleep for about an hour.. wake up and blog.. gonna complie my presentation report later. hope everything goes well lar..

yesterday was my baby's birthday.. celebrate at his place having bbq.. i bake oreo cheese cake for him.. i think my cake look nice la after the final touch.. before the final touch i was about to cry when i unmold the cake.. the very moment i see such a thin cheese cake..


this is before the final touch after i do the wording.. my hands were shaking when i am writing the wording so ya.. abit cacat.. hahaha.. but its alright still readable wat..


this is after the final touch adding the cookie and the ribbon.. nice one.. dun look so flat anymore...

and it taste exactly the same as the one in mum bakery.. hahaha.. so easy to make.. and this is the only cake i bake that is nice lar.. the rest are jus so so.. hahaha..
i bought one candle and i sang birthday song to dear all by my self.. hahahah..
he is happy with the cake and the present.. my gift is always full of surprise la.. after all he is happy on his birthday..  that is my satisfaction..

my holiday gonna end soon really really soon.. like in a week time.. i still have not decide wat breadth to do.. my list are first aid, healthy life style, intermediate mandarin, and introduction to environment and environment issue.. hmm... one of the prob is that the exam timetable is not out yet so we cannot decide which breadth to choose or else later my breadth course clash with my core subjects.. 

yesterday i spend the whole afternoon sitting infront of the PC looking for baby chloe's full month gift.. surfing here and there looking for some local online business selling baby items.. reason being i din go out coz i got no car during the day so my solution is to find in-stock item from the local seller through the internet and i found this blog

http://baby-cakes-brunei.blogspot.com/
this mummy here sell baby items and decorate it into a cake look alike gift..


top view


the ribbon is so cute la.. i love the cake.. mind u is not edible.. baby thought is edible.. hahaha...
baby cheat his nephew that is an ice-cream cake and he really believe it.. super funny coz he kept asking his parents to cut open the cake for ice cream..

on the same day i went out in the evening to have tea with min and kevin.. oh my.. kevin got lotsa story to tell and all are damn interesting.. from horry experience and his work experience with the local bruneian.. hahaha.. gossip a little.. oh my.. the night is jus too short..

i jus want to do more things before my holiday ends and i can no longer day dream but to face nightmares... for another 4 months... but is going to be short and fast..
 going off to bed now.. good night

cried to sleep last night.. knowing today's date confirm cancel.. baby have been busy working.. i know that he is tired.. but wtf he went for prawning last night till dawn.. i am not saying he cant have leisure time but come on he already say he wanna date me today.. why would he wan to make him self so dead tired until cant date with me today? i really look forward for my today's date.. for me i dont think he wants to date me anyhow.. hate it when he do not think about wat happen next but only care about what is happening now.. meaning.. want to go prawning now and dont care that he is going to be tired and going to cancel the date the next day and gonna make his gf mad.. damn it la.. i am so mad now.. .. not going to make any noise now or never coz he gonna say the same stuff to me again.. "i am so stressful now.. so many things happen why u keep on complaining and beind mad about.. bla di bla bla bla" always sound like he is so stressfull and asking why i never thinks how he feel..yes i know hw he feel i know wat is going on.... but that dosent mean i can stop complaining wat.. say i never thinks how he feel but have he ever thinks how i feel??? go prawning make him self tired and cancel my anticipated date.. HOW I FEEL?? 

my holiday did not start with a bomb.. but overall i guess is quite good and fruitful..one of my greatest achievement is that i pass my citizenship exam.. yes being a citizen in Brunei need to go through malay medium exam.. okay i wanna be a show off here.. i am the first in my Ong's family history that pass the exam once and for all. i do not have to retake.. i am second in the family that pass the exam.

thorughout my holiday i went for baptism class aka foundation class so that i could get baptise. at first i have no intention to join the class as i tot i am not ready. but after all i learn quite alot from the class and it makes me grow spritually by knowing God better and understand God's word better. i am no longer a shallow believer.. hahaha..

was baptised on 4th july 2010.. another important event to remember.. and i get to go to the alter for holy communion... kekekekek... if not i will always sit and look at everyone to go up to the alter receiving the bread and wine..

after my lovely come back to brunei for their summer holiday i quite like my holiday.. coz is filled with laughter and fun..


me sabby wendy and denice.. love love...
(one of the night at sabby's place..) played tekken 6.. woohooo...


a very teethy photo



wendy and me..


one of the morning wake up early for breakfast.. hehehe.. @ countrypatch..


indian food at letaj.. i like letaj food suits my tastebud so well.. yummy..

have been eating and dinning outside most of the time esp with my mum... always lets go lim teh.. hahaha..
i bought the dress from ego last night.. i really love it so much.. i am gonna wear it some day.. i told my mum chinese new year but she say she dun believe i can stand not to wear it until chinese new year.. hahaha..
thanks to sabby since she is a member my dress got 20% off which is from 26.90 to 21.50.. how lovely.. hehehe..

omg.. is durian season now and all kinds of tropical food is on sell.. i jus had durian last night which was terrible.. not really that sweet and some of the got worm one.. gali..
dear got me rambutan too.. is damn sweet i like i like.. but is jus not enough lar.. my dad gobble most of them up.. i only manage to have 3..

my laptop die on me again.. i feel so sad.. super sad.. i am gonna ask leon to fix it for me when he is not that busy.. haizzz... technology... haizzzzz... why like that?? the window will restart by it self again and again.. confirm kena virus liao.. was happily ebaying last night, then switch off my laptop and walla.. today keep on restart by it self...
leon still got my pc at his place.. until now not yet return.. must be too busy with work until forget.. sienzzzz...

30062010
11am.. i saw raymond wrote on peili wall "congratulation".. then from tht second onward i know result out liao.. and my feeling getting anxious...
12pm.. reach home facebooking all the way keep on updating my self who receive the letter and how they receive the letter..
4pm.. waited for the postman to come.. but he din come.. so i dun think i am getting it today it self mayb tomorrow.. i was really down and getting more anxious and desperate
5pm.. no hope already.. need to wait till tomorrow
10pm.. open P.O.box with my bro.. no sign of that freaking letter.. *sad*

01072010
9am.. heard someone knocking my door.. tot the postman come.. quickly rush out of my room.. mana tau is the aircon man come fix my aircon.. go back to sleep..
11am.. wake up lunch
2pm.. go open the pobox again.. NO LETTER!!! very damn anxious... terus go immigration ask whether i pass or not.. but they say they dun have the file so cannot tell me ask me to wait patiently.. if i still dun receive it after 2 to 3 weeks baru go to them... piss off
3pm.. went home.. and rot.. hoping postman will come..
7pm.. go open the P.O.box again.. see one new letter got chop segera.. DAMN HAPPY.. anxious all gone... went into my car.. i pray before i open the envelope.. then i slowly open  the envelope.. the very word i look for is LULUS.. and yes.. i thank God for this awesome gift.. and called my dad rightaway.. he seems alright to me.. dun look excited.. i was tearing really bad my hands were shaking.. the moment i see lulus is really good la.. awesome feeling.. headed to meet my friends for dinner.. super delicious indian food.. i like it..
left around 9.30pm.. headed home quickly show my parents the letter.. my mum read it word by word.. i am so happy that i pass..

i think is not by luck is a blessing that God gives it to me. i feel so blessed...

i tell u.. my holiday is just like the above.. is definitely not fruitful but boring..

i tell u why
i only wakes up around 11am and slept around 2am.. i didnt want to wake up early coz i got nothing better to do.. there is once i wake up early for breakfast with my mum at Golden leaf and came home around 8am.. i really got nothing to do i ended up heading to bed and sleep until 1pm.. this is how terrible i am currently.. it has be my daily routine to wake up late and sleep late.. hahaha..
wake up late when i can jus take brunch instead of breakfast then lunch.. 2 in 1.. i tell my dad.. "you save a meal today" hahaha..

i am a freak when it comes to drama.. i will get so attached to my computer without leaving it for more than half an hour.. i would only pause in between meals, shower, dates and outing.. i can sit infront of the computer as long as i want and can..

since i am so bored at home.. i tend to go out most of the time.. i try to make my self filled with something like shopping or hangout with my friend for a catch up session.. and i am freaking jobless coz at first i tot i was suppose to go through some freaking pre planned and schedule surgery during my holiday but that damn doc say need to postpone.. make me cannot find a job right after my exam.. but is okay la.. i am too lazy to work too..




few days ago i was sick lor.. cough, flu and sore throat.. i guess too heaty.. i hate it when i get sick coz the night seems so long when i am sick.. i slept at 11pm and wake up at 1am thinking that is already dawn.. but is not is only 1am.. and i tot i already sleep quite lo.. and i will have weird dreams when i am sick hate it.. wat more when my nose is block.. haizzz.. the doc die die also dun wan to give me utabon.. a medicine that unblock my nose passage.. or watever u call it..

but lucky i am fine now..

mahjong session with my friends at sab's place.. it has been one year i din play already.. really miss it alot and i still suay suay lose money.. haiz.. i lose the most again some more.. hate it.. i wanna win some money ler.. puhlessss




watched Ateam with my dear last two week and i really like the movie coz is funny.. i like to watch movie that i can get a good laugh.. i would prefer to pay for a movie that i enjoy the most while watching.. esp comedies.. i love comedies.. hehehe..

i want to watch karate kid so much.. i hope dear bring me watch asap before it is no longer showing in the cinema.. *hint Hint*

is freaking 2.30am now.. i flip through all the photo album and i really really miss my family and friends.

turning 20 really soon.. for the past 20 years of my life got 15 years studying and is gonna continue for the next 3 years. i meet lotsa friends and lotsa memories have been kept and forget.. i am so thankful to have such wonderful and super close friends even until today i still got super close friends.. friend that i will remember for the rest of my life.

 "must learn to lose something in order to gain something"

my life have been good.. ups and down confirm have.. i dun wanna mention it but is definitely a great experience and it helps me to grow.. more mature in thinking? 

gonna celebrate my brithday at muara beach. is gonna be fun.. it has been ages i din play by the seaside.. love love.. hope i dun get sun burn.. oh please good weather

09052010

mother day.. i got my mum 2 dress and a home cook meal.. especially for her.. i call it super food for super mum..

this is my super meal for my super mum.. cool ryt.. i love the garnish.. hehehe

10-12052010

been busy studying my plants and people.. fyi is a science subject.. not so sure whether i can get through it.. hopefully i pass..

13052010

exam day on plants and people.. paper was easy for me i guess only got a few question i din answer well..

in the evening dear pick me up and drop me at kiulap plaza..
waited for min to come and u know where she go?? that blur blur girl go seri qlap mall.. duh~~ call me and ask me where am i.. when i am at the right place and she is not.. really -.-"' lor.. so me and dear drive to seri qlap.. i guess her car is black i din see the car dear drove i guess got 3 round jus to look for her car.. and she say her car is right infront of jollibee.. look around but dun have.. hahaha.. dear din wanna let me down coz he say too dangerous to leave me alone.. so he rather drive round and round.. hahaha...

met her and we headed to shabushabu.. had their ice again.. this time we had kiwi coz min dun like strawberry and they ran out of mango.. so sad lar.. lucky kiwi taste not so bad we order large and we share.. large is about 6 dollars..

then it is still early when we left.. then we headed to kianggeh foodcourt riverside.. we order satay and coconut talk all night long..

when we are walking back to our car by the side of the road i tell my cousin "confirm got dude will stop and say hello or berapa.. coz they will think we are those china woman..wanna bet??" soon enough got a guy stop and say hello.. hahahah.. both of us couldnt stop laughing..

and min bring me home..

14052010

went to seria with dear.. dear say it is his third trip to kb this week.. kesian him.. had their kolo mee, abc and rojak..we never miss it when we go seria..

15052010

watch hk series with my dad until 2am.. gila ryt? we manage to finish 20episode.. hahahah.. super lor us.. i slack at home whole day din do anything.. but i still cook dinner while my mum busy cleaning the hse.. coz i prefer to cook than cleaning.. heheh..

16052010

went to mother day celebration.. my mum got victoria secret lotion.. i dun like the smell.. i still prefer fruit smell or sweet scent.. drop my mum at her church and go home.. remind my bro to pick my mum coz i am going out.. hehe.. so good la my bro can drive.. i like.. hahah.. then i can go out anytime..

dear pick me up and we headed to his hse.. give him back massage coz he say his back really painful due to long hours of driving back and forth kb 3 times a week.. damn pro lor.. hahah... so must pamper him today..

in return my dear buy me bakerlyn ice-cream hazelnut crunch.. i love hazelnut crunch to the max is going to be my love until i found another flavour that can beat hazelnut crunch ice-cream.. hehe..

thats all for today..

020510

study statistics like mad.. study until basic also forget how to do already.. called michelle ask her how to do this how to do that how to get that answer.. lucky she is quite patience with me, tell me how to do step by step.. cannot take it anymore i went to bed at 2am..

030510
wake up at 6.30am.. prepare and start to glance through my notes.. reach uni at 8am.. look for michelle and hui yee and salyani.. sit with them.. continue to read my notes.. 9.55am headed in to the examination hall.. damn nervous.. the exam suppose to be 2hr paper.. ended up to be 3hr paper.. damn cool.. can slowly take my time to do.. hahah.. still manage to do some of the question. but i got confuse with one of the question with the formula from the formula sheet. coz i dont remember whether 1-P(x-1) or just 1-P(x)?? so i dumbly follow the formula.. come back home check the steps and realise it was wrong... DAMN IT LAR.. was so angry.. my first answer and step is correct le can easly get 3marks.. damn it.. why bother to look at the formula sheet.??? stupid me

after exam.. i accidentally forget to bring my bottle home.. left it there.. i only remember it when i was somewhere in kiulap.. din bother to turn back.. thinking that it will still be there.. stupid me.. haiz.. now i need to get a new bottle.. damn expensive sia my rubbermaid bottle..

dear got me my proactive set.. coz mine finished already..


in the evening i was craving for sushi lor.. i dunno why. i want to go out but i wanna study.. so i ended up texting my bro to get me sushi... and he did


the sushi that he got me.. i couldnt finish it.. it too much lar.. coz is 50% off from the train after 9.30pm. so he manage to sapu those nice ones..

05052010

had my computer exam.. it was okay.. not so bad can do.. flying colours?? i dont think so.. hahah.. my aircon die some where around dawn.. damn it wake up damn sweaty.. dulan.. jus fix is like a month ago?? i am going to get a new one.. sick of repairing..

06052010

study....  like a nerd in the afternoon.. attend melinda birthday party in the evening.. went home at 11pm..

07052010

stay at home.. study lor

08052010

today.. exam headed home.. dead tired.. clean up my messy room.. notes all over.. went out with mum again for tea.. no mood.. coz i am dead tired.. still force me go out tea.. beh tahan.. come home around 4.30pm dive to bed la.. wake up around 7pm..  here i am blogging..

*lack of photo..

23042010
bake lasagna for the first time.. end result is damn nice.. less salt.. layer of white sauce and layer of bolognaise.. whatever is called.. then layers of Parmesan and mozzarella cheese.. yummy.


look yummy ler... hahaha.. slurp..


24042010

my last day of lecture and tutorial.. no more until august. which will be semester 3.. omg.. is so damn fast lor.. so fast already finish second semester.. last day of sem i got one mib tutorial.. and one recap lecture.. good lar finish lecture around 12.. fly home pick up my mum and headed to millennium restaurant at beribi.. to attend my aunt birthday luncheon


group photo


had bubur cha cha.. gali lar.. not nice


never in my life taste bitter pudding.. dunno why.. their desserts not nice..


share salad with my bro.. gali lar the salad dressing.. chose the wrong one.. i choose french dressing..


the only thing i like.. corn soup.. yummy... i love it..

bake shepherd pie also.. no pic.. is for bring and share.. hehe..



the birthday woman..
she is the one that teach me the difference between a girl, lady and woman.. haha..
girl is young young one lar.. lady are like those teenage girl or not yet married.. then woman is for married woman.. heheh..

wishing her all the best. good health and may God bless her life abundantly with blessing and love.